Wednesday, January 19, 2011

End of the Road

"You're worth it."
(Behrendt, 2004)

That is the quote for today out of, "He's just not into you; Your daily wake-up call." I completely ended my relationship of eight months this morning with a guy who I completely fell for and the found out was cheating on me a little over a month ago. I asked if he would mind pretending we were still together through the holidays, and he eagerly agreed. He claimed he wanted to prove he just want me. Unfortunately, I kept stumbling onto secrets, and a week ago I downgraded us to just friends status, and then this morning I realized I just couldn't handle it anymore. I sent him a text telling him so, and he agreed to give me time but if I ever needed him to just call. That was at 8:14am this morning.

It's been a tough day, amplified by the fact that I'm sick as a dog with some kind of cold or flu. I slept most the day, but forced myself to eat and bathe about an hour ago. While I was in the bath, thinking too much as I frequently tend to do, I thought maybe getting everything out in a blog will help expedite my healing process. So, here I am. I am going to try to blog everyday and address the quote of the day from what I consider my personal bible, "He's just not that into you." (Great book! If you haven't read it, you should buy it and give it a read.)

Today's quote... Yes, I am worth it. I know I deserve happiness; we all do. I just need to find the right happiness instead of the wrong.

Ttyl...
Jen

1 comment:

Meowlissa said...

This makes me want to hug you. And it also makes me want to say...Ripped like jesus! lol <3 I get to read you again! Happy Dance!